O Love That Will Not Let Me Go

Thank you, George Matheson, for writing the magnificent hymn whose title I so selfishly borrowed to head this post. The story behind "O Love That Will Not Let Me Go" wrenches my heart each time I ponder it. The writing of this text was not inspired by abstract intellectualism but instead by raw experience. At one point in his life, Matheson discovered that he was growing blind. That alone would be troublesome, but the ache of his story ends not there. Matheson was engaged at the time of this discovery. Feeling she could not navigate life with a man who could not see, Matheson's fiance backed out of the relationship, leaving him understandably heartbroken.

What poignant and painfully rich writing came of his heartache! How deeply did he feel from being pushed through the shredding knives of suffering! His poem that was later set to music resonates with me in ways that words struggle to define. There is something almost cathartic about experiencing the art of those who have created out of immense hurt and angst.

Yesterday in church, I sang the words "O no, You never let go, through the calm and through the storm". As I did so, I was encouraged by that truth. There are times when I feel that I have not the strength nor the will to cling to Christ. It is unspeakably comforting to know that He is not letting go. He has His grip on me.

Similarily, as life continues to blaze along with days, weeks, and years picking up speed with each passing moment, I find comfort in the words "O Love That Will Not Let Me Go". One of my biggest fears in life is making mistakes regarding big life decisions. At times, worry wraps icy fingers around my heart and, like Peter, I feel the waves envelop me as my gaze is fixed on the tumult around me rather than on Christ. I am thankful at this moment that Jesus has me. He holds my heart, my future, even my fears. In an instant, I can be lifted to walk on water again if I but look to Him and rest in His omnipotent grace, mercy, and love.

Are you tired, weary, or upset tonight? Do you know Christ? If so, take heart. He will never let you go! Blessed, blessed truth! Use the links below to read the lyrics to this hymn and listen to its tune. May it encourage you as much as it has me.

http://www.igracemusic.com/hymnbook/hymns/o08.html

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CAH1HuUqLZo